You´re hot then you´re cold

This week went from seeing our breath in the house to me now being sunburnt and sweating tons when walking. LOVE THAT XALAPA WEATHER!!!

There is an hermana in the ward - T - who is always so good to us. She offers us everything she has, and it was the birthday of her daughter this week. Well they do not have a ton of money, so we got together with the elders and bought a cake and balloons and went to surprise them!!!! She was pumped. F - her daughter - does not like the mordida. The mordida is tradition, the person whose birthday it is needs to bite the cake a little. But everyone always ends up shoving their head in the cake hahahahah and well that is what the elders did with F. She freaked out, wiped the frosting off her face and then slapped the elder nearest to her with her frosting hands. Poor girl, but we died laughing hahahahaha, she was ok though.

We got to go to a Brazilian restaurant one day this week for the comida. WOW. I forgot what going to restaurants was like.

Who made the way to hold the fork or pencil or any of those things? Everyone has been calling me out on it lately, saying that I eat weird and write weird. Well if it works, then what more could I ask for hahaha.

We were doing companionship prayer one morning, I was saying it. We pray in English to try to help Hna J with her English. I realized....that I wasn´t talking and I couldn´t really breathe because my face was smooshed into my pillow. I was so confused, but realized I had fallen asleep during the prayer. I finished the prayer quickly to try to avoid embarassment and Hna J noticing what had happened hahaha but she noticed. She told me I finished the prayer in Spanish. Just one of those days.

I only have 2 chapters left in Jesus the Christ, and it has been an amazing book!!!! I am currently reading about the restoration and about Joseph Smith. I am so grateful for my testimony of him and all that he did for us. He sacrificed everything!!! We wouldn't not be here if it was not for him. It is hard to explain the feelings that I have, but I know if people ask with the same kind of faith that Joseph Smith had - to know if things are true - they will know what they need to do! Just like Joseph Smith. Heavenly Father does not love him more than He loves us, and He will answer us just as willingly and freely if we ask with a sincere heart and true intention. The only problem is though, how do I help people understand that for themselves? That they just need a little faith, and God will answer them and guide them to the things that they need to do. I know this with my whole heart. My job is to help others realize it also.

M - she is so pregnant she is about to pop. We went to see her this week and told her that if she did not go to church we could not keep visiting her, because there are other people who want to go, and we need to visit them too. She was totally ready to go, and wants to go, but is just SO SO SO pregnant. And she can barely walk still because of all the surgery she had. Turns out with the accident, she actually got shot in both legs, but one bullet only went through the muscle in one leg, and in the other, it went through her bone. She still has the bullet in her leg too, and has a pole IN her bone. I thought it was just attached to the outside, but nope, it is pounded in through the middle of it. POOR GIRL. I JUST LOVE HER SO MUCH! She has suffered more than anyone needs to suffer, ever!!! We really apply the Atonement to her, letting her know that Christ understands everything that she is going through and that He loves her too. She is so bright, is reading the Book of Mormon, and all the pamphlets we give her. We taught her the Word of Wisdom, and told us she would stop drinking coffee little by little. In the beginning of the week ,she was drinking it morning, afternoon and night, and now she is down to one cup in the morning!!!! YAY!!!!! She is so amazing. I cannot describe how great she is. We are just gonna have to wait until after she has her baby to go to church with her. We helped her mom make tortillas too. That is her mom´s job. She makes tortillas by hand all day, and only gets 100 pesos for working from 7AM to 7PM. That is less that $10 for the whole day. Their situation is so desperate, but they have so much faith. Meeting people like them in the mission is basically what makes it all worth it.

D and M - Well D officially does not want our help anymore. We always ask people if we can help, and they always say no, but we know they want it. So we always find something to help them in. She really actually didn´t want help though, and began to attack me by tickling me to get me to lower the broom that I was holding out of her reach hahahah and she also hid all the dishes in the sink so my companion could not wash them. She hid the brooms, I found them, started sweeping again, tickle attacked me, and finally threw the brooms over the balcony so I couldn´t sweep. It was a little dramatic hahahah but we were just trying to help!!!! Bad news though....they found some anti-Mormon stuff in the internet and are a little thrown off by it all....so we are working through that. We also taught the Word of Wisdom to M, he has problems with smoking and drinking. But, we set goals with him, and he told us he is just going to drink a glass of water if he is tempted to smoke or drink......well if it works that is great!!!! He is reading the Book of Mormon also, and says it is always good to learn more.....I kind of hate that phrase. It is like saying all the churches lead back to God. Eh. But we are working a lot with them both!!!! 

Love, Hermana Westergard

making tortillas by hand

F´s birthday

so many colors of beans!!

sunrise on Sunday

The week of answered prayers

What a week. It has been a roller coaster health, emotional, success and every other way possible-wise.

Health wise....we were fasting Saturday and then ate on Sunday at the comida. It was all super fried though and about 3 hours later I was gagging a whole lot and Hna J said I was whiter than normal....if that is possible hahaha. Moral of the story, do not eat fried things - even if its the only thing to eat - after you have been fasting. I don't remember the last time I barfed....well now I do. But Hna J knows the power of the foods and cut me up melon and BOOM I felt a million times better.

We decided to count stairs after going up a bunch for the millionth time this week. One set has 218 and the other has 130. There are more too, we just forget to count them hahaha.

I had divisiones this week with Hna L. She is from Argentina and goes home in April, and it was such a privilege to work with her! I really learned to much. She is amazing at committing people according to their needs. She has a gift to recognize what people are missing, and to ask questions and help them realize how completing with the commandments will help them. I LOVED WORKING WITH HER!!! I hope I get the chance to be her companion before she goes home.

We had zone class this week and President decided to accompany us. AND GUESS WHO HAD TO DO PRACTICES WITH HIM?? We did. I almost died, but it actually went really well and he was a great fake-investigator!!!

I was reading in Jesus the Christ - I AM ALMOST DONE - and I was really impacted by a chapter about the apostolic ministry. It was so inspiring!!!! After Christ was crucified. his Apostles were thrown in prison time and time again. They were released eventually, but they were threatened if they continued to preach of Christ, well something bad would happen to them. But what did they do? The moment they get out, they go back to the temple and keep preaching. They 'valiantly taught and preached Jesus the Christ'. What a great example!!!! I am not being thrown in prison, but I should be teaching with the same enthusiasm and passion! WILL DO.

I also really liked Doctrine and Covenants 138:56 which says 'even before they were born, they...were prepared to come forth in the due time of the Lord to labor in His vineyard for the salvation of the souls of men'. THANK YOU CHRISTIE :) As missionaries, we were prepared!!! There is no greater work to be a part of.

I have been trying REALLYYYYYY hard to love my companion and see her as a daughter of God. And guess what?? IT IS WORKING :). I love my companion!! She is a little rough around the edges, but she is a great missionary, loves the people here, and is teaching me a lot.

G - We were waiting for her on Wednesday at the church and 6:30 came and went, then 7 came and went also. We figured we just got stood up and were kind of disappointed. THEN a woman bursts into the church asking for us - we were in another room. IT WAS HER!!! She got out of work late. And we then proceeded to have a beautiful lesson. In the beginning, I was being a little robotish, just kind of going through the points that we need to teach. Then I mentally slapped myself and thought 'WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! What are her needs? How are you helping her?' I closed my scriptures and just looked at her and started talking about Christ, that He suffered everything for us, that He understands and that God loves us more than we can imagine. We just need to look around at the flowers and the stars...all of this was made for us. 2 minutes later she was bawling and pouring out her life to us. She accepted to be baptized and is SO excited!! She did not go to church on Sunday because she went to tell her mom that she is going to be baptized. HOW BRAVE IS SHE?! I LOVE HER!!! What a blessing to be able to meet her. ALSO shows the importance of members, because one of her coworkers - M the ward secretary - was always inviting her to church and she finally took him up on the offer. :)

M - We finished the Plan of Salvation with her, and she is so interested by the degrees of glory. She wants to go to church...BUT her dad still shows up drunk every Saturday night. She talked to him about it and he stormed out of the house. She wants to wait till her dad stops coming to go with us. Her dad ends his work here in about a month...so she wants to wait till then. She is also supposed to have her baby in a month, not really quite sure what to do at this point with her :( I love her a lot but she is not really progressing

D and M- Examples of serving!!!!! How did we start talking to them? We climbed a million stairs to see J who was not there, saw an old lady cleaning above, and went to help her out. Hna J helped her outside and I washed all her dishes - it was a mountain - and about an hour later after cleaning, we sat down and got to talk about who we are, why we are here. AND THEY ARE SO RECEPTIVE!!!! They had heard that to be a member, the men had to pay and the women had to be with the bishop.....we cleared that doubt right up assuring them that that was COMPLETELY false. They were waiting for us Sunday morning when we went by for them and went to all 3 hours of church! D even brought her Book of Mormon. Side note, they have a million pets. Chickens, rabbits, turkeys, cats, dogs, birds, you name it. We met their pet rabbit that they later ate for lunch the next day. Poor little guy.

A - HA. I love this man! His daughter was a reference from a member, we went to their house and she was not there. Just her dad - A. He assures us he is very Catholic. And basically backed into his house and closed the door the first time we talked to him. 2nd time, we talked with him for about 7 minutes, letting him know we were gonna pass by on Tuesday - his day off - because we can see it from the sticker on his taxi. The 3rd time, he actually invited us in and we got to explain a little about the Book of Mormon. WOW!!! SO EXCITED!!!! Little by little, literally. It is good to have a companion who is a convert also. Sometimes people discredit me for being raised in the church and think I am a brainwashed child. But Hna J got baptized when she was 16, and people seem to give us more credit knowing that. So yay!!! I know he can be baptized!!!! Maybe the next visit we can even get him to read a scripture. Totally up for the challenge.

I love being a missionary!!! Honestly, this is the experience of a lifetime. I love love love love it!!! I KNOW PRAYERS ARE ANSWERED!!!!!! I love talking with Heavenly Father every day. I know when we pray sincerely, we will see a difference in our lives, as I have this week. What a great week!!!!

Love, Hermana Westergard

my beautiful area atop 218 stairs...I spilt some water on myself

sunsets :)

beautiful bird pets

D has a million pets 

Selfies in the taxi

Meet the Mormons in Spanish and in theaters here too!!!

The little things

I have been thinking a lot and reflecting a lot this past week. The stars have really been shining beautifully and the weather has been perfect. A little cold but perfect. I have been noticing the little things. I cannot help but think how EXTREMELY lucky I am to be here. To have the knowledge of this gospel in my life. To see the flowers and stars each day and night, and to know it was all made for us because Heavenly Father wants us to be happy and to have joy in this life. How blessed are we?! I also realized the immense LOVE that I feel for the people here. I know I am not going to want to leave. I feel like I am watching an hourglass and the sand is falling too fast!!!!! I want to stop it!!!

AH I FOUND ANOTHER WHITE HAIR.

Atole is great, you all should try it.

M y A - Very humble and very receptive. Mario works at the fruit store owned by our neighboors and his sister walked in on one of our lessons and sat down and just told us that she wanted to listen to us and go to church next week! SO THAT WAS AMAZING!!!! They are both great people. A little old lady who lives with them though is not our biggest fan. Usually, basically with everyone, they always tell us that their house is our home too and that we are always welcome there. This crank told us that we are not welcome and we do not have our home there. When we got there she screeched a little "You are back to give your lessons again?!"....well.....yes hahahaha. Then she said a phrase and i am not sure if it is a groseria or no so I am not going to say it. But M told us not to pay attention to her....so we won´t

A - Dad of an old investigator of other missionaries. He has a lot of needs, and a lot of questions. But those kinds of people are my favorite! If we can gain their trust and answer their questions, well, they believe us and trust in the things we have to say. Also, when they have questions it shows that they are really listening so I LOVE THAT TOO :)

D - A perfect example of the importance of opening your mouth and talking with everyone! I talked to her kid one day in the street and asked if his mom was home, she was but was busy, so we left a pamphlet, which she read ALL of, went back 3  days later, had an AMAZING lesson, left her a Book of Mormon and she asked us what she needs to do to be a member of the church. AH!!!! She survived cancer and has an outlook that God has given her a 2nd chance at life. What a great woman

V - Finally got to see her and talked with her mom! She is going to be baptized on February 22nd! When I celebrate 13 months in the mission! Could not ask for a better celebration than that :)

Hna T- An hna who loves the missionaries so much. She helps me look at my problems in a different way and helps me be more optimistic. Also, when talking to her, I realize that I really do not have a whole lot of trials. On the other hand, she has no money, has 2 kids, her husband is working in the US and is working on getting visas for all of them so they can go up there too. She is an angel for us. I realize that I am being selfish and I need to stop focusing on myself and my comforts, and that I need to focus on the people HERE. Because I am only here for 18 months, ya solamente tengo 6 mas. No es mi tiempo.

I LOVE MY MISSION WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love, Hermana Westergard

la nueva zona

aprendiendo como hacer pan con la familia Torres!

Conferencia navideña

changeschangeschanges

This week was all over the place. Hna Z left, heck I miss her a lot. My new companion is Hermana J from Ciudad Juarez, Chihuahua. She is definitely from the North. Strong accent, strong personality, strong character. Strong is the word to describe her. I know I am going to learn a lot this transfer. Staying here in Museo.

Hna J is not super approachable, so once again I am doing a lot of the contacting and talking. She is a convert which is cool! She has been a member for 4 years now?

I found a white hair in my head this week. Oh joy.

We had a surprise party for an hermana who always helps us with everything. We got her to go around with us in the morning so her suegra could make mole and chiles rellenos. AND SHE HAD NO IDEA!!!!! It was great. We were happy to be able to do a little something for her since she always does so much for us.

I have been learning SO much reading Jesus the Christ!!! AND I have been able to share the scriptures I have been studying and the parts of Christ´s life that I am now familiar with. It is amazing and I love using the things I learn to help the people in in Xalapa!

I have had the chance to work a lot with jovenes and members of the ward and it has been so great! Feeling like I can help them while they are helping me is a great feeling :)

We have been working with a lot of less-actives. One of the hardest parts of missionary work is definitely retention. It is so sad! They need friends in the church, but if they don't go....well they cannot exactly develop those relationships. We have been focusing a lot on the importance of the Sacrament, hoping to remind them the importance and how healing going to church can be!

M - we finally ran into her and had a BEAUTIFUL lesson. I feel like I can really start expressing what I want now that my Spanish is semi-decent. I feel like I can connect with her and can focus more on her needs, it is a great feeling!!! She is smart and pays attention and has tons of good questions. Her dad is a drunk and still doesn't want her to go to church so that is still a problem.

E - She works as one of those people who goes through garbage to find the things that are recyclable. We helped her go through the bags of trash she had collected and sorted all the cans and recyclable things we found. Thank goodness we are also capable of breathing through our mouths. I am pretty sure one of the bags was a bag from a party and there was barf all over the stuff in it, but I tried not to think about it too much. It probably would have taken them the whole day to do it, but we were able to get it done in a couple of hours! They still are not going to church though :( so I think we might need to drop them. It is one of the hardest decisions to make....it breaks my heart every time.

K - OH MY GOSH I AM SO HAPPY FOR HER!!!!! She was baptized in October, but about a month a go she went to live with her boyfriend. My heart broke. BUT, this past week she dumped him and went back home! She asked if she could starting going to visit people with us, and we have had great talks about repentance. SHE IS BACK ON THE RIGHT PATH :) :) :)

Love, Hermana Westergard

Jacob´s ladders

my area is BEAUTIFUL!!!

Hna T

PASTEL

GOODBYE TO HERMANA Z :(

Hermana Zuñiga

Hola!!!!

Well this week was all about Hermana Zuñiga. My poor companion has horrible back problems and we still do not know what the problem is. We were back at the hospital again on Tuesday. I feel like her mom. Signing all her medical forms and filling out her paper work. They wanted to do an MRI but it was gonna be almost 7,000 pesos and our mission insurance does not cover it. President is trying to figure out if it would be better to do it all here in the mission or if it would be better to send her back to her house to recuperate and then come back to the mission to finish without problems. We will see what is going to happen, but I feel like it is really likely she will be going home this week or sometime in the next one. I HOPE NOT THOUGH!!! President and Hermana Greer have fasted for her, the area doctor has fasted for her, she has had a bunch of blessings, we are doing all that we can do. But even if we cannot get out to work that much, I have decided that my calling is to serve my companion and I am doing that full throttle. She does not tell me when she is in pain or needs help, but now it is like I have developed a 6th sense for it. I love her a lot!! It hurts to see her in so much pain. I almost lost it Tuesday night. We had gotten back from the hospital and the drugs were wearing off and she was bawling and sobbing and clenching up and the elders finally came over to give her a blessing and I was trying to make sure she had taken all the pills she could take and with just EVERYTHING GOING ON I started crying - not hysterically though - too. The poor elders did not know what to do and one went to get a hymnbook from my table and he started singing and the other just sat on my bed. We had literally been doing everything in our power. Hna Z finally calmed down though thank goodness and we made it through the night and here we are!!........well I am not going to erase this all but President Greer just called us, my companion is going home Wednesday. Other than that....no idea what is going to happen with me. He knows what is best for us though!

Moving on from the stressful part of the week though - Hna Chio, an hermana who always helps us with our laundry and just loves us so much is pregnant! I love her family so much hahaha I hope my future family can be as cute as theirs. We were eating with them on Monday and Chio and Marcos - her husband - were joking around and he said he was only going to wash the dishes because she was pregnant. We thought we did not hear right though but then we went back to their house that night and we asked and were confirmed! We were the only ones in on their secret until they decided to tell their kids and the rest of their family hahahah we are just so happy for them!!! Marcos also is WICKED smart with a lot of deep doctrine, my conversations with him are some of my favorite conversations ever! Like what language does God speak? I KNOW. Something more to think about....in John 5:19, Christ says that he cannot do anything that His Father has not done. Meaning, if Christ was crucified to be our Savior, then our Heavenly Father did something similar, and His father before him, and it goes on and on!! WOW. My mind is completely blown every time I talk to him! I have a lot of studying to do to be as knowledgable as him.

Matilde - still so great!!!! But she has a lot of challenges. She is recovering quickly from what happened to her leg, and is reading everything that we leave with her to do! SHE IS PERFECT! She told us that she thinks she had to pass through these trials so that she could be closer to God. That is like pure gold!!!! It is amazing that she can see that for herself!!!! She also asked us what we drank. Sometimes, when I hear that, my heart sinks a little because we talk about the Word of Wisdom once we have a decent relationship with the investigators because they trust us more and are more receptive to what we have to say. Well, I told her we do not drink coffee or alcohol and she kind of just paused....my heart sank a little more......and then she responds I always drink coffee with my mom in the mornings, but I will tell her I would rather have juice now. AAHHHHH YAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!! What an amazing girl :) Her dad is a problem though. He does not want us to visit her and put a lock on their gate so we cannot get in....we are going to need to try to find a way around that.

Eucebia - her grandkids are completely off the walls, but it is obviously from a lack of parent supervision in their lives. Poor kids. She is changing though. It is like I can see a light growing in her eyes. When we show up to talk to her or help her grandkids with homework, she is so receptive and obviously wants to learn. She tells the kids to turn off the TV so she can focus on what we are saying. She is not confident in herself though because she cannot read or write, but we are working on building that and also her confidence in us!

An hermana from the ward - Isabel - was able to help me out a couple of days this week and she is honestly a saint. I am so grateful for her! She served her mission in Tampico, and has such a strong testimony. What a great example for me she is. I have always been so blessed to be in wards with amazing members!!!

Random news - Elder McGlinchy and Rojas had emergency transfers and we now have Elder Knudson and Klouse.

I finally de-decorated and threw out the Christmas branches we had in our house. If it was my choice I would have Christmas decorations all year round.

Oh yeah, I celebrated 1 year in the mission this week! WOW! I made pancakes with peanut butter and lechera and bananas for Hna Z and me hahahah they were great. She celebrated 7 months in the mission the day after, and I made her some snowflakes and bought her A LOT of pan, because I think she loves it more than I do. No one here knows how to make snowflakes from paper, so they always think it is wicked great. Hna Westergard with her American preschool skills hahaha

A great quote I ran into reading a General Conference talk: "Courage is....the form of every virtue at its testing point." - CS Lewis. We need to be courageous in all things, no matter the situation. If we can remain firm, even at the testing point, we will be blessed! It isn´t easy to do, but the hard things are always worth it.

Love, Hermana Westergard

                                                                        Cacalas

ONE YEAR!!!!

 complete with pancakes

 Hna Z trying to find relief for her back pain

 our feelings about being in the hospital

lost in paradise lol (cheesy paintings on the walls to try to make people feel like they are not in the hostpial)

pie we made with Hna Chio!

Things are not what they appear (Pocahontas 2 song)

Well this week was such a fiasco!!!!

To start off, Tuesday we had divisions. So after district class, all 4 of us went to our area to work. I was on my way to the comida with Hermana Vite, and I got a call from Hermana Duran - the leader of the hermanas for our zone -  and she sounded like she had something she was not telling me. We finally showed up, and I look at the couch and Hna Z is all clenched up and could not move!!!! She grabs my arm and - while bawling her eyes out - is like Hermana help me stand up, I cannot stand up! I of course start to freak out just a little....and the only thing I can think to do is call the elders to give her a blessing. So then, like a crazed woman I just keep repeating ´Necesitamos los elderes, necesita una bendicion´. And of COURSE when you need señal....or service?.....there is not ANY. So then I run out of the house and down the street looking for señal, with Hna Vite trailing behind me. They finally show up and give her a blessing, and the hna for the comida is going on and on about a clinic around the corner for 30 pesos.....SHE OBVIOUSLY NEEDED MORE HELP THAT A CLINIC FOR 30 PESOS. We get to Hospital Angeles, and Hna Duran goes in with Hna Z, and the rest of us just wait in the lobby from 4:30 till 1:30. It was a wicked long day. The ófficial´diagnosis is that she had a kidney infection and problem with her spine/sciatic nerve, and all the pain together was intolerable. My poor companion. It still hurts to walk, but she is suffering through it and will not tell me if her back hurts. She is probably frustrated by now hahahahah I ask her about every 20 minutes how her back feels.

Crazy though, in the hospital, 3 different members came up to us in the time we were there and asked us if they could help with anything. We did not tell anyone we were there, they just showed up! They gave us money for a taxi, which was really great because it is like 50 pesos to get to the hospital. The mission leader showed up and brought us tacos and a big, huge, amazing blanket. We are very loved.

AND while we were in the hospital, around 10:30, Hna Vite told me she did not feel so good, so we went to the bathroom. Then she starts barfing her brains out, and since there was no one in the hospital so late at night, all the elders and people in the waiting room could hear her barfing. Poor girl!!!!

AND, 2 days later, the elders ate something bad and were barfing their brains out the whole day also. It seems like when something goes wrong, everything goes wrong! BUT, hopefully now it is all behind us hahaha and we will not see any more catastrophes for a while. Good news though, everyone is feeling better and Hna Z is walking pretty normally again!

Matilde and Estela - This little family is still so humble. Matilde has started walking a little, but its wicked hard because she has screws in her leg and cannot bend it. Every time we go to visit them, Matilde always has the Book of Mormon on her bed and the pamphlets we have left!!! That always makes us happy :) It is hard for her to leave - which makes it difficult to go to church. I know M does not want to feel like a burden! But we are here to help here! If I need to carry her down the hill where she lives, on my back, I will do it con mucho gusto!!!

Eucebia - we got to see her last night, and we have realized we need to teach her like a child. Speak really loudly, use pictures, and repeat ourselves a lot. That is what we did last night, and it was as if I could see something in her eyes changing. It was amazing. Her daughter left this week - not to return - and she now is alone with her 4 grandkids. Now that we know how to work with her, I am sure things will go a lot better :)

There is an hermana here named hermana Conde. She reminds me of Grandma hahah she loves us a lot and gives us salad whenever we go to eat at our house. If we go to visit her, she always has guayaba tea or atole de fresa and cookies. Sweet little old lady who loves us, and we love her right back!

Something I know I need to remember, is seeing the hand of the Lord in my life. I know even if the days seem rough, that I have TONS of blessings. I just need to look for them. I know that each one of us is so very very blessed. More than we realize. Our Heavenly Father loves us, and I  think we often forget that He is there.

We watched The Best Two Years and a Noche de Hogar with some members, and I want to be like Elder Calhoun!!!! Seriously, he is great. Every missionary should have his enthusiasm and desire to invite everyone to be baptized hahaha.

THANK YOU CHRIS AND JILL FOR THE PACKAGE!!! It was so amazing!!!!! I love the letters from all the cousins and the Christmas stories! And my companion and I are enjoying the chocolate and headbands too! We put up the Christmas decorations anyway, even though it is almost the end of January! Thank you Tabitha for your letter! You are getting so big!

BIG NEWS!!!! The stake in Xalapa is dividing!! Now it is going to be the Xalapa and

Macuiltépec!!!! SO EXCITING!!!!!! The church is growing here in Mexico!!!!! A member of the 70 is coming in March I think to finish all the final things!

Random - We were walking to an appointment and some man was yelling because he was selling his mandarines. If you do not want what they are selling, you just ignore them, that is the way it always is. But then he starts yelling at us and is like Oh, Guerita, no me entiendes. Being very fed up that people think I cannot speak Spanish, I yell back SI ENTIENDO, NO GRACIAS. We kept on walking....and then I realized that I had basically yelled at the man. I did not yell....just spoke really strongly. Hna Z and I started dying hahha because she knows the frustration I feel with the language some times hahahaha but we both agreed it was not Christlike and that I can work on my responses when it comes to situations like that.

The church is true! Heavenly Father loves us!

Love, Hermana Westergard

Hermano Manuel going back to the US to work

Mexico is full of crazy words

PACKAGE :)

 day in the hospital

hahaha

Reflecting

Hola, 

This week has honestly been one of my most difficult weeks in my whole mission. I have felt like we have been doing EVERYTHING in our power to be diligent, humble, obedient, effective and more like Christ. And everything seemed to fall through. I feel like I have reached an interesting point in my mission. I have developed an incredible love for the people here. When they do not want to listen to us, my heart actually hurts and my eyes are usually a little watery as we walk away. I have a profound knowledge of God´s plan for us and I know what awaits us if we can be obedient and faithful in this life. I have felt my Savior´s love for me and for God´s children. I have seen miracles and felt disappointments that I never would have thought I would feel. I have so many jumbled thoughts with the power of faith and the conflict with the agency that every person has. I know if I can have a perfect faith that I can see miracles. But i also know that every person has agency and will make choices for themselves. I know that I need to sleep at night but I know that Satan never rests, so I need to work a million times harder to make up for lost time. Sorry hahah these are just a bunch of jumbled thoughts in my head right now.

The weather has been very cold and very rainy, not trying to help our moods hahahaha.

One of the best things as a missionary is seeing converts who remain active in the church after years. It gives me so much hope, and I am so grateful for them and their examples. We went looking for a recent convert whose information was is our area book but we had never seen him at church. We went to find him, and turns out he travels a lot for business but goes to church in the areas that he is! He has been to the temple and everything. After a hard week, taking with this man yesterday made us so happy. Little did he know that he gave us a little bit of light and joy in our hearts.

I know that we just need to put our trust in God. I KNOW that he is our Heavenly Father and that He loves us more than we can comprehend. If we trust him, everything will work out ok.

We have been looking for references like CRAZY!!! We are going to find the chosen people in our area!!

Maria Louisa - her landlords ar extremely Catholic and threatened her that if she talked to us they would kick her our of her apartment. Poor woman, so we have not seen her. Hna Z actually got shocked pushing her doorbell so maybe is was like a sign

Matilde - a 7 months pregnant,19 year old who we contacted with the dad of a recent convert. She is literally passing through the trial of a lifetime. She lived in a pueblo outside of Xalapa, was walking back to her house with her husband one night and there were men waiting for them. They shot and killed her husband and shot her in the leg and her bone completely broke in half. She is with her mom now in this little apartment, but in the lesson there were a lot of tears and a lot of emotions. She is obviously so nervous for what is about to happen in her life, but I know we were able to bring her a little bit of peace. We are going to visit her tomorrow so hopefully all goes well!

Eucebia - a sweet fat old lady who cannot read. We went to talk with her, and little by little her grandchildren came into the room, all of them with their homework asking for help because they have no one to help them. It is so sad, because we can see the desire to learn, but they don´t have anyone with the capabilities to help

I love you all! I love this church and I know with my whole heart that it is true!!!

Love, Hermana Westergard

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